Last year ended with a bang for her! It was more than she could ever have asked for a christmas and new year gift! What on earth or heaven could have suddenly changed him from a hard rock to a soft pillow?… But then who cares?! She doesn’t. It was what she wanted. A request granted. A wish commanded.
More than anything else the thought of it makes her smile. Always.
The year that started was unexpected. There were lots of misunderstandings or so she thought there were. And just last night, she kept thinking… what could have gone wrong?… She got her hard rock back earlier than expected. Unexpected actually…
One talk changes everything she felt. One talk just brings back all the happiness it could bring. Still the hard rock but feels like the soft pillow…
Well, some things can be diffirent… some people can be difficult… Cool and Difficult… but that’s what made her smile. That is what completes her day. Sometimes she hates that she likes it but she does…=)
So even if it’s difficult, I choosee to have my hard rock more than anything else…
I'm always thinkin' about you
I wonder if you can tell
These things I'm feelin' inside me
I keep them all to myself
Scared to show my true emotions
Don't wanna love alone
Because I fall, so deep
You'll never know
How far I go
And I know why
Hearts beat, desperately
I fall so deep
yeah I fall so deep,
Some people think love is foolish
While others think it's a game
I think that love is a fire
I'm burnin' up in your flame
I'm so lost in my emotions
Wanting you ever more, ooh ooh
Because I fall, so deep
You'll never know
How far I go
And I know why
Hearts beat, desperately
I fall so deep
I fall so deep
I fall so deep
I fall so deep
And I've come so close to the part
Where I reveal my heart to you
But I lose my nerve, can't find the words
To tell you that it's true
I fall so deep
I fall, so deep
You'll never know
How far I go
And I know why
Hearts beat, oh so desperately
I fall so deep
I fall, so deep
You'll never know (never know)
How far I go (you'll never know)
And I know why
Hearts beat, desperately
I fall so deep
I'm always thinkin' about you (I fall so deep)
I wonder if you can tell (and I fall so deep)
These things I'm feelin' inside me (I fall so deep)
'Cause I fall so deep
it’s my first time to write my blog. never done this before… haha… don’t even know how to start right now… i’ll make this short and simple anyway… i can’t put my thought into words.. neither can i put my feelings into it… =( maybe CONFUSE is the word… it’s YOU! you who talked about me… it was something good, something i wanted to hear… but then as usual i wasn’t sure if they were real… i wasn’t sure if you really mean them… i wasnt even sure if i can trust those words… it was YOU!!! and your unfinished business… YOU! aren’t you three years too late?… why say it now?… i hope you told that three years ago… when i’m sure i wanted it… not now… when there’s ANOTHER YOU!!!! yes, ANOTHER YOU, someone so "suplado"… ANOTHER YOU mixed up everything… ANOTHER YOU keeps me guessing… ANOTHER YOU was more than unsure than YOU!!! ANOTHER YOU keeps me hanging… ignores… i’ve never met someone as "suplado" as you!!! isn’t it obvious that i’m confused?… but i’m glad this blog relieved everything within… YOU and ANOTHER YOU… why can’t i be sure…? someone i’ve waited came at the wrong time when someone unexpected came at an even wrong time.. and now, heart and mind… never mind… CONFUSED?… NO, i don’t want this… any of this!!! i hate the feeling… i hate that i like and hate these feelings at the same time!!! hay…
